I'm nostalgic for last year. posted Nov 23rd 2009, 10:38PM
Mood: Squiggly
I used to be in a whole different friend group back when I started on SA, and most of the friends (I wonder if some of them use this term when referring to me) I'd talk with now I initially hated....or still do?
The people I think I still talk to from back then are and if I'm right. I made other friends, but eventually, as I got a bit more wise in terms of the internet and I grew apart from them due to difference in opinion.
I drew chicks that were too skinny, and my fanart of Eureka Seven was much more frequent. For some reason I got more comments too. Maybe it was because I was new, and nice or whatever.
At some point, some fangirl who fapped to Matt and Mello from deathnote posted some porn of them together and they got spam trolled by many of the people who watch me now. Later, Elemix posted something with that porn picture as a preview, but with a flash. Those same people who spammed the one were laughing their asses off over the other. I didn't like it, like I don't like many things now, because it was hypocritical in my eyes.
Some point after that, I spotted a few of the RPs, and seeing how was being a prick to a few people in their artwork, I decided I would make my own to counter it.
was my first RP and it was basically made to troll people I didn't like. somewhere in that time, I started to understand why these people do what they do, and I got to be friends with them.
Futher along, I had some drama with and that I got emo about.
and met more people. who I would on again off again alternatively hate on and be friends with.
Shit got over with, and I started to grow to dislike many of the sheezy veterans here. Still do. Why? Why not? I occasionally got their ire and I got butthurt.
I stopped using AI as a vector for whatever was pissing me off and became more straightforward, for good or bad, in what I said. At about this point, I think that's when I stopped liking this place like I did. I lost friends and I really didn't care as much about trying to keep up communicating with people. I only ever get excited to talk with a few of them, and to them I'm pretty sure I'm just a inbred stray puppy trying to get a bit of their sandwich.
I hardly comment on artwork anymore, I long ago stopped thanking people for anything.
By that time, anything I like was done and over with. I could go further, but it's not going to get much better. Most of the latter times here were filled with 2 parts coddling, 2 parts brutal honesty and 30 parts bullshit.
I may type more later. This is just a sorta spew about old shit right now.
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